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No you big God damn idiot, keep dwelling on the argument It won't end up badly.

Today a big God damn idiot who can't fucking get over things like an adult he claims he is has been drawing on a argument that he had with somebody who   was a close personal friend for over a week.

 

This big fucking idiot, if he isn't careful will destroy a close friendship over bullshit just keeps fucking doing this no matter what the fucking idiot thinks, what's fucking good for him. No, he's being a fucking moron who won't fucking let up.

.........Yeah, it's me again.

I don't know what's going on with me. I'm just not in a good mood lately. I don't know. Too many things are going on right now. It's kind of a big deal for me. I'm kind of reevaluating my life and part of me wants to move on from a lot of stuff. Honestly, I think I'm afraid of getting close to anybody, so, I start picking on minor personality flaws, that didn't bother me at all before. If I'm being mean and not nice to my friends, I'm sorry. I've been angry in I don't really know what to do about it at times. I feel anger, and that's the truth of it.